F U Energy

I haven't slept yet

I've been staring at my phone

Waiting for drunk texts

Every weekend it's the same

I think I'm obsessed and it hurts

But I'm stuck here on this earth

Have you slept yet? (Yeah)

I should be on that fuck-you energy (that's it)

But I'm stuck with memories

Of names that we would call our son

Or daughter, but I guess that's done, yeah

Shits fight, but that's us (that's us)

To think of going all my life (yeah)

Without you being by my side, yeah

Jordon, I don't wanna hear from you anymore

I wish you hated me, because we're never gonna get back together

I just can't leave your ass alone

Can't take these pictures off my phone

And oh my God, this fucking hurts

I guess I got what I deserve

So give my heart back a hundred times

I die a little when you cry (I die)

It kills me that you've realised

So please, accept my last goodbye

You can say I let you down (you down)

And you can say I burnt our bridges (and I did)

But the truth is I'm just done with you pretending you're the victim (suspect)

And I know I feel the pain

She's swimming through my veins

But everyone keeps telling me

I should be on that fuck-you energy (that's it)

But I drowned in jealousy

So tell me, did we waste our time?

I thought you said our stars aligned, yeah (but it doesn't)

Shits fight, but that's us (that's us)

And I can't get you out my head

Is he on my side of the bed? Yeah

You fucked up

I can't tell you how far you pushed me away

We're done, it's over

I just can't leave your ass alone

Can't take these pictures off my phone

And oh my God, this fucking hurts

I guess I got what I deserve

So give my heart back a hundred times

I die a little when you cry

It kills me that you've realised

So please accept my last goodbye