Letras
I have some demons and I can't escape them
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with them, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(What's going on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Going on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons (I got demons)
I got some demons
I try to keep them from seepin
They sleepin
My wrath got me tweakin
I act without thinkin
Get mad for no reason
If they want smoke
Then I'm practically steaming
I got a problem my mental is fucked
I go missing for months when I'm livid
I'm different
I'm hittin em up
I ain't givin you love
Ima give you these hands cause I don't give a fuck
Living was rough
I witnessed trauma that shit really molded me
Fucked up the older me
I was like two when my father had ghosted me
Only was five when my stepdad was over me
Beatin my mom punchin her in her ovaries
I was just seven when I witnessed murder
And I never told, but I swear that had broken me
I was around eight when that anger got hold of me
(I'm so gone)
And nobody else was really down for me, it's whatever ima clap back
(I'm so gone, yeah)
Been tryna find peace in the money, stashin paper like a backpack
(I'm so gone)
When I made it niggas actin funny bout my cheddar, that's a rat trap
(Too far gone)
Come around here lookin for me that's a setup you get brrraatt brrraatt
From havin no lovin to findin success cause I'm stubborn