Die With You

You don't hear this sonnet like I do, You don't know the things that I pursue

You don't know the things my heart been through I've been lost in a sky so blue

Don't know how I go, but I'd rather die with you

This day to day disheartening, America a Spartan land

Gettin' high so I can float away like Peter Pan

Psychedelic rock van, my psychosis got a plan

Till shit goes and hit the fan, mind is runnin to Japan

Sea of trees where it began, seein' me as just a friend

Like it's somethin' to defend, I need someone to depend

A couple things to recommend, the truest flame is in your hand

But it's dimmin' in the sand, till you don't see where you stand

Self-centered with demands, so little that you understand

For the moment, got your plan, that you've yet to see expand

So it eats you up inside, so much that you can provide

But it starts this split divide, personalities I hide

Most realities are lies, cause we see through single eyes

See the pictures that describe, every day-to-day disguise

Statements that I minimize, often known to improvise

Well, I'm sick of bad goodbyes, we all sit alone sometimes cuz

Whyyy, oh Whyy oh Why

Why oh why

Whyyy, oh Whyy oh Why

Why oh why

You don't hear this sonnet like I do, You don't know the things that I pursue

You don't know the things my heart been through I've been lost in a sky so blue

Don't know how I go, but I'd rather die with you

You don't hear this sonnet like I do, You don't know the things that I pursue

You don't know the things my heart been through I've been lost in a sky so blue

Don't know how I go, but I'd rather die with you

I've been starin' to an open void Dissect my mind like Sigmund Freud

White noise that I still avoid Ecstasy I still enjoy

It's like starin' to an hourglass Wonder how these hours pass

Wonder where my life flash Cause apprehension never pass

Beggin' on my knees in mass Rainy days that I forecast

I peep into oblivion My vision black obsidian

Adaptable amphibian The day has reached meridian