Lost Myself

I lost myself (I'm lost)

Don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)

I tried a million times to fix my life but it keeps falling through (keep falling)

Is it karma? (Is it?)

Do I deserve the pain I'm going through? (Do I deserve it?)

Will I be all all right?

Will I find the light and get up out of here?

I was so lost, couldn't find myself at all

At times, it felt like God ain't answering my calls

I could feel my life slipping through my hands

Failure hit hard, guess God had other plans

Nights are so rough and my mind full of doubt (Full of doubt)

Kept on thinking, am I ever gonna make it out? (make it out)

Ask me how I'm doing and I say that I'm fine

Knowing it's a lie

Fake another smile (another smile)

Every time I try, fall apart so fast

Living in the past and I felt so trapped

Finally I got my life on track

I'm moving forward and not looking back

Living in fear, allowing the devil to steer

Now, God in control and I'm seeing it clear

Writing this music with all of my tears

Blood and sweat I put in over the years

Wondering if I deserve the pain

Was it karma for all my mistakes?

All that we can do is go and try

Lately I've been feeling so alive

I lost myself

Don't know what to do (What to do)

I tried a million times to fix my life but it keeps falling through

Is it karma?

Do I deserve the pain I'm going through?

Will I be all all right?

Will I find the light and get up out of here?

Back then I felt the darkness closing in

Faith was feeling lost and my hope was getting thin

Kept on falling down, got back up every time

Thought it was the end, almost gave up trying

The struggle was so brutal, tested all I had inside (had inside)

But I kept hoping that I reached the other side (other side)

I believed eventually that I would be break free (break free)

Didn't care how long it would go and take me, ai

Strength in my heart, that was enough

Grateful to God for making me tough

I've been doing worse and always survived

Done with the drugs, done with the lies

Trying to change, nothing would stick

Failures loud, it's making me sick

But there was the piece of me deep within me

That wouldn't let me quit

I trust I'll make it when the road gets long

Got hope up in my soul to keep me strong

It's time I leave my pain up in the past

I know this fight ain't gon' be my last

I lost myself

Don't know what to do

I tried a million times to fix my life but it keeps falling through

Is it karma?

Do I deserve the pain I'm going through?

Will I be all all right?

Will I find the light and get up out of here?

Oh, oh (get up out of here)

Oh, oh (I'm gonna find myself)

Oh, yeah