Worth

I done had doubts and they had put me in a dead space

Mind full of stress, I guess I couldn't clear my headspace

Fighting insomnia, still up in the bed late

Feeling like a head case, man

I was out here on the search

Popping up at every scene

Feeling like my grass won't green

Now I'm seeing that it's turf

Had to go my own way, had to go and make my own wave

Now I feel like I can surf

Mama was in labor too long, suffering through two stillborns

Now I see why I was birth

Now I know I got a purpose

I know why I'm on the earth

I can finally see my worth

All of this time I've been a giant mama who knew

Just had to switch up my perspective with a new view

I started walking in my purpose like a new shoe

Gave it up to God and told the devil I rebuke you

Wasn't nothing going right for me, it was straight grim

I know shoot a shoot but homie I was hitting straight rim

Worried about my head underwater like I can't swim

Can't believe I ever had a doubt like I ain't him

I done had doubts and they had put me in a dead space

Mind full of stress, I guess I couldn't clear my head space

Fighting insomnia, still up in the bed lay

Feeling like a head case, man

I was out here on the search

Popping up at every scene

Feeling like my grass won't green

Now I'm seeing that it's turf

Had to go my own way

Had to go and make my own wave

Now I feel like I can surf

Mama wasn't labor too long

Suffering through two stillborns

Now I see why I was birthed

Now I know I got a purpose

I know why I'm on the earth

And I was out here on the search

Popping up at every scene

Feeling like my grass won't green

Now I'm seeing that it's turf

Had to go my own way

Had to go and make my own wave

Now I feel like I can surf

Mama was in labor too long

Suffering through two stillborns

Now I see why I was birthed

Now I know I got a purpose

I know why I'm on the earth

I can finally see my worth