I just pray they understand me
This is not the way I planned it
Haven't touched the milly numbers
Probably slipped up how I ran it
But my baby girl still hug me
When she see me
And that tell me
If I never get a Grammy
Then I still got the family
All the fuck ups I been granted
All this business that we branded
Haven't touched the Billy numbers
But I've stunted in Miami
Don't got much to show for nothin
And they stayed after I failed em
If I never get a Grammy
Guess I still got the family
I been living in my head
Tellin myself that I'm weak
Say next time I'll be consistent
Then be gone again for weeks
Cause shit my confidence resides
In what I'm bringin to the table
And if that plate start lookin scarce
I say fuck rap and touch the street
Like, Right or wrong?
One ain't workin at the moment
Try to think
This flight to Cali right now
Payin better than this ink
I rapped to get shit off my mind
I never did this to compete
This shit to get me outta hell
So how the hell I get this deep?
3 years ago I caught a blessing
Such a lick
It made me soft
Seen me in opposing gender
I was holding in my palm
I told her
You gon be so much more than ya daddy was
And I know you'll get the better side of ya daddy blood
The hustle in me, like no other
Smart as hell, just like your mother
May not see hard times like us
But if you do it make you tough but
Trust, as long as I'm alive
You'll never feel like you can't make it
Only hard times you gon have is constipation
I be jellin
I came up with niggas who touched some degrees and touched some felons
Different paths they chose to go
But had same goals to reach Llewellyn
Style houses, RH couches,
Better views than Essex County
Though I love the place we from
It ain't no fun in staying bounded
Ain't no fun in always stayin on toes
Cause you around it
It ain't no fun in seein your momma break her back
To keep you grounded
It ain't no fun in seein a baby in this heat
His mother laid down off K2
A pamper only
And you can't do shit about it
How's my mental?
Little clouded, Little calm, little rowdy
Cause these niggas hate to see
When you swim up and they still drownin
And If you keep a team like me that keep you up
When you start doubtin
Keep shit tight cause ain't no room
To have it crowded
Word up
Man I just pray they understand me
I do not take this for granted
All this work that I put in
I'd be okay if it ain't panning
Cause my ma dukes still hug like a kid
And that tell me
If I never get a Grammy
Then I still got the family
All these choices that I made
Opportunities I missed
Shorty wop tell me keep goin
Cause she know we gon be rich
I stopped the cryin over shit
I didn't have
And got a grip
Cause if I never get a Grammy
Then I still got the family
If I never get a Grammy
Then I still got the family
If I never get a Grammy
Then I still got the family
If I never get a Grammy
Then I still got the family
Then I still got the family