The Ammunition

I whispered the parts of me i thought were dead and gone

I let you see the bruises that i have carried for so long

I gave you the map to the places where i break

Thinking you were the one thing that wasn't a mistake

But i saw the look in your eyes when the argument began

And i realized i had handed the weapon to your hand

I tell myself that you are just angry and you are tired

I'm watching you set the house that we built on fire

I thought my secrets were safe inside your chest

I'm realizing i was just a target for the rest

It's the weaponized weakness the knife in the grin

The way you used my healing just to let the ghosts back in

I didn't give you trust i gave you ammunition

Now you are tearing me down with a cold precision

How can you look at the scars that you helped me hide

And use them to open me up from the inside

You said i could trust you

I was just taking notes

You said we were safe

I'm just sinking the boats

That was my darkest hour

It's my favorite play

I never thought you would throw my soul away

You're turning my confession into a new war

I bared my heart and you counted the cracks

I'm the one putting the knives in the backs

How could you use the things i told you when i was crying

It's the weaponized weakness the knife in the grin

The way you used my healing just to let the ghosts back in

I didn't give you trust i gave you ammunition

Now you are tearing me down with a cold precision

I have nothing left to tell you