hardly alive

I'm hardly alive, I'm hardly alive

Need my liquor on ice

I pray to the sky just wondering why..

Ohh

And nothing feels right

Yeah, nothing feels right

I saw a glimpse of the light

The darkness inside

There's darkness inside

She's got guns in her house

I've got drugs in my mouth

Everything's headin' south

What's this all about?

Just tear me apart

You tear me apart

I'm not scared of the dark

I'm scared of my heart

I don't have a heart..

I get paper

She told "cya later"

I've been ballin' like a Laker

iron limbs, i'm like Darth Vader

I get paper

I'm stuntin' on these haters

I'll cut you with my saber

You know I keep a laser

She's got guns in her house

I've got drugs in my mouth

Everything's headin' south

What's this all about?

Just tear me apart

You tear me apart

I'm not scared of the dark

I'm scared of my heart

I don't have a heart

Pick apart the pieces of my soul

Just tryna grasp it

All the codeine in the world

Still wouldn't change the past

I'm runnin' outta things

That I could say to make you laugh

And I'm lookin' for a way

To keep the numbin' everlastin'

Like woahhh, you run me ragged

Ohhhh, give me a tablet

And i don't wanna lose the blaze

I just want the pain to fade

Scared of days when I'll nothing more

Than just a paperweight..

I can't recall a single thing

It's sickening

Memories held together by a string

And they're dwindling

Baby, light my flame

It needs rekindling

Heavy is the heart that plays the game

And it's pay to win