So We Both Lost

Left in the wreckage

The waste of recklessness

No place to wander when you're gone

It's only now I see

You were a part of me

I've made disaster of our home

Left here seething

No use feeling

Between apathy and anger all alone

I know I could have stopped before you were gone

Instead, I bent my head and soldiered on

It was too late before I saw what I had done

Took all I could no matter the cost

So we both lost

Blinded by greed

Blinded by greed

Forgive me

I should have known

I should have known

I should have known

I should have

I know I could have stopped before you were gone

Instead, I bent my head and soldiered on

It was too late before I saw what I had done

Took all I could no matter the cost

So we both lost

Left here seething

Early grieving

Traded all your growth for mine no matter the cost

So we all lost