To tell the truth I'm torn
I'm so sick of everybody else taking control
I still have yet to mourn
It's take never give
All this time spent all alone
I lie awake and feel
Crushing expectations things I know I won't be
Always unnecessary projections of themselves they see in me
I don't want to hear your condemnations
Do you really lack the empathy?
I no longer want to hear your judgements
The way you always look down on me
I'm sick of the pressure
I'm sick of the apathy
A useless endeavour
I'll never be
Never be
Never feel
Good enough for me
Always with your constant condemnations
Do you have no fucking empathy?
I no longer want to hear your judgements
Stop fucking looking down on me
I'm sick of the pressure
I'm sick of the apathy
A useless endeavour
I'll never be
Never be
Never feel
Good enough
I yearn for the pleasure
I miss the humanity that I used to remember
I'll never be
Never be
Never feel
Good enough for me
Looking in the mirror
It's clear I'm who you always thought I was
Glaring through the fog it's haunting me
Who have I become?
I lay down and I think back
I lay down and I reminisce of times long gone
I'm sick of the pressure
I'm sick of the apathy
A useless endeavour
I'll never be
Never be
Never feel
Good enough
I yearn for the pleasure
I miss the humanity that I used to remember
I'll never be
Never be
Never feel
Good enough for me