With You In Spirit

Guilt trip left in a voicemail

Erase or ignore still? Or play it back all the time?

And I'm not pulling my weight, yeah

As a brother, that gets more true with time

Please recognize that I'm terrified

I'm mortified, I'm up all night

Please recognize that I'm terrified

I'm mortified, I'm up all night

Choking when it starts to get

Heavy, I can't bear the utter weight of it

It crushes all

There's safety in my sole neglect

Tear apart the family, wipe my hands of it

And I'm sorry for

This is impossible, I'm not alright, losing my head

My phone is dead again, stuck in my bed

Turn out the lights, I can be with you in spirit

Please recognize that I'm terrified

I'm mortified, I'm up all night

Please recognize that I'm terrified

I'm mortified, I'm up all night

Choking when it starts to get

Heavy, I can't bear the utter weight of it

It crushes all

There's safety in my sole neglect

Tear apart the family, wipe my hands of it

And I'm sorry for-

Motivation has been not so hot

I am worthless, it's been way past overdue

And you're locked in, I can feel it

I am nothing without you

I fall under, fall under

I fall under without you

I fall under, fall under

I fall under without you