Try to hide my emotions can't keep them at bay
Got so much on my mind that I'm trying to downplay
Don't want you worrying about me so I don't relay
My mind's overwhelmed have so much to say
I need to get this shit out there I can't convey
I'm always stressing about what my friends might say
And I'm always worrying about what's in store for today
But I know for a fact that I will be okay
I don't want you to worry about me
So I'll just cry internally
Fucking mentally storming Normandy
Fuck I wish I could live life carelessly
But I care too much need some room to breath
Fuck it I've talking to people so nervously
Feel like I need to speak so carefully
So I don't say something that murders me
Try to hide my emotions can't keep them at bay
Got so much on my mind that I'm trying to downplay
Don't want you worrying about me so I don't relay
My minds overwhelmed have so much to say
I need to get this shit out there I can't convey
I'm always stressing about what my friends might say
And I'm always worrying about what's in store for today
But I know for a fact that I will be okay
Fuck man this shit is hard
I just cant say anything without worrying about if it is going to end friendships
There's just so much unnecessary conflict
And I'm just, fucking over it
Try to hide my emotions can't keep them at bay
Got so much on my mind that I'm trying to downplay
Don't want you worrying about me so I don't relay
My minds overwhelmed I have so much to say
I need to get this shit out there I can't convey
I'm always stressing about what my friends might say
And I'm always worrying about what's in store for today
But I know for a fact that I will be okay