Letras
"Hello?"
"Hey what's up?"
"Yeah..."
"I just need to talk to someone real quick"
"Yeah, of coarse, you know I'm always here for you"
"What's going on?"
"What?"
"Wait hold up. I can barely hear you."
"HELLO?"
"Whatever..."
"I'm tired of playing games."
"1,2,3,4."
I listen to my own songs on repeat
I'm down on my luck
You'd be lucky to meet
This man before me makes me feel complete
Everything about you inspires me
But I wish I could get outta my own head
Every other week wishing I was dead
Trouble in the brain like a heartache bled
Laying here
Leaving you on read
I hate it when my mind plays tricks on me
It's like they got something up their sleeve
Catch me red handed with nothing to see
Believe your intuition and just trust me
PTSD, ADHD
DEPRESSION, ANXIETY
(what's wrong with me?)
You just wait and see
I can't trust nobody
It's hard when I just want someone to love me
Luckily the man before me loves me for me
Never thought it could happen after the trauma I've put myself through
Just to be the man who I am today
Just wait and see
No matter what I do or say
Even on my bad days
My loves sticks by my side
Loves me unconditionally
I'm forever grateful and thankful
There's no place I'd rather be
Than beside my love
He's my eternity
My eternity
No longer stuck in the sticks with a wannabe
Or finding out my husband is cheating on me
I took an 8th of shrooms just to fine tune
And find the real me
After all the pain and therapy
I still find myself struggling
Find myself struggling
No matter what I do or say
Even on my bad days