Suicide and Other Empty Promises (Demo)

Phone rang its 4am, Now I won't get to sleep tonight

Dragged into a time machine, back to 2005

I just don't see why you'd think, I'd ever do this again

Everytime I clean the sheets, You cycle right back in

I've been down this road before, I know it's a dead end

Like a sad movie that makes me cry, but I watch it again

You've lied and cheated. You've stole all I could give

Life's stranger than fiction and I'm done with you my friend!

You say it's different now, you said that you screwed up

You don't get it, I can't care. I dont give a fuck

Your melodramatic waves of chaos with no tide

You want to prove you've changed, Try not threatening suicide

She walked in the door, one more time, I asked her to leave

I won't risk loving her, I won't be decieved

I don't care about this now I've got to go to sleep

It's not another love song, Just a story about me

You said it'd be different, I guess you didn't lie

Left me and the kids But we've learned to survive

We built hope in love and a home filled with sunshine

I'm sad when I think how you missed out on their lives

I've spent so much energy being angry for what you did

So this will be the last song about you and your sins

You gave up on us, I guess you did what you had to do

So, I wish you happiness and I forgive you