my feelings are hiding

You used to say you're never leaving, now I'm wondering why

Am I so different from the rest? You said my smile is nice

You said "I'm right there when you need me" and I'm everything you like

I know you're not telling the truth, you look away when you lie

There's a part of me that's broken, but it's easier to laugh

So I'ma hide all my feelings, I mean nobody asked

I can't remember feelin' safe, I think security's a myth

I can't remember feeling me, I guess it is what it is

You saved my life (You saved my life)

You're dead inside

And not who you used to be

You're more like a memory

You saved my life (You saved my life)

At least you tried

You lost almost everything

Now the codependency is killing me

You used to say you were in love

But not with me, drugs

You spent more time on getting fried, on getting high

I felt like you were giving up (Fuck it)

I guess you get what you deserve, I guess I'm good at getting hurt

I never knew what I was worth, I wish I knew it wouldn't work

I wish you didn't up and vanish, when you did I wish I learnt

Certain people leave you sick, you end up searching for a cure

You saved my life (You saved my life)

You're dead inside

And not who you used to be

You're more like a memory

You saved my life (You saved my life)

At least you tried

You lost almost everything

Now the codependency is killing me