Elohria

I want to see the bright light again

To feel the warmth and don't get swallowed

By this cold fucking night again

I'm inside your mind

I feel your pain

It makes me smile

The way you feel alive

Just imagen the beauty of silence

Slices I once called my life

When darkness comes

And no one survives

Do you see the lights

Cause no one ever fuckin cared as I lost my mind

I want to

Smile once again and not to feel this constant

Pain again, and feel like a failure

I won't pray, there's just cold pain for me

Face so pale, just drown in shame

Say my fuckin name

My head is aching my body is shaking

Face the mirror, see the lies

Your twisted game, your sad goodbyes

You fall apart

Each shattered piece

A work of art

You'll fall a part

Now look in my disguise

Look in my eyes and tell me I will see again

My life through my eyes without this constant feel of pain I

I tried so countless many times

So don't tell me I'll be fine

Don't tell me I'll be fine

I don't know why I'm so ashamed of me

This weight on my chest tries to stop ma fuckin breath

I don't know what's left inside of me

I guess this stack of pill will finally set free

I lie on the ground with no one around

Just drop me down and leave me to my end, with that gun in ma hand

I never ever thought

That this is how it fuckin ends

Set me free

You know I'm gonna fuckin break

I've lost my mind

Always smiling but the shadow waits inside

So blind to see

I thought with you I could believe

Fuck your lies

Now you'll drown

Shut the fuck up

You never see me smile again

A stab in the chest, you crumble to the ground

It is so fuckin cold inside; your world is spinning 'round