Letras
All of this weight that I carry, nobody knows
Everybody that's around me, they come and go
Tellin' me that they gon' love me at the same time
That they plottin' up against me on the same night
Wish I could tell you I'm hurtin' but I can't show
Every morning I wake it surrounds me
I put on a face while it drowns me
Been weighin' on my mind, feelin' closed in
Replay in my head I'm a burden
The light at the tunnel I can't see sometimes
Need physical pain just to ease my mind
The pressure cuttin' deep just like any knife
I couldn't feel anything even if I tried
Slow it down, slow it down
Anything that goes around, comes around
Maybe I can break it down, break it down
Don't gotta be the end, maybe they'll understand
All of this weight that I carry, nobody knows
Everybody that's around me, they come and go
Tellin' me that they gon' love me at the same time
That they plottin' up against me on the same night
Wish I could tell you I'm hurtin' but I can't show
Yew dig
Keep fightin, keep fightin
Some days I can't keep on going, I be thinkin' they be lyin
Put my arms down, now these demons wanna stop hidin
Hell and back, I bet I haven't been back, I been divin
Deeper
My smile like bleach, yeah, I make the pain look cleaner
Them dark days hurt, but them nights talk meaner
I've been soul searching lately and my mirror's been my preacher
My name is Hope, I gotta walk what I preach
All them hands out for some, but be gone when I reach
All the weight on my back, I will never say a peep
Put a smile on my face, that's the only thing you'll read
I wish there could be a time where I'm better off
No pain when I sleep, I guess I'm much better off
All of this weight that I carry, nobody knows
Everybody that's around me, they come and go
Tellin' me that they gon' love me at the same time
That they plottin' up against me on the same night