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Yeah

Yeah

Listen

Take it with a grain of salt

It's not all about that money or that shit you bought

I had a lot of time think

A lot

Pulling up my socks, rum and coke it's on the rocks

Drowning in my problems

Bix is drowning in the stocks

I'm sick of being stuck

Cooped up

Self esteem gets dropped

I juggle old problems so it's easy to drop

Had some moments where it felt like shit just couldn't be fixed

Brought me back to what I felt at 7276

New Sycamore Drive

Always remember that shit

How could I forget?

Getting beat while momma sound asleep alone in her bed

Creating oceans of tears

Even a boat couldn't drift

Dry your eyes on the pillow case

I know that I did

You can't be seen as too weak

Difference between life and death

That's how it felt at the time

Always be tryna catch breath

Darker hours in time

But never felt that neglect

Hope nobody ever feels that pain ever again

Ah, yeah

But fuck the past dawg my presence is in the present

Stayin' up late full of hate and resentment

Expect the unexpected

I forgive and I accept it

I get it y'all like for really real man

I get it

I look back on those times

Crack a broken smile

Sit alone for a little awhile

Just my thoughts and myself

Only reason that I smile's 'cause it made me myself

If I didn't go through it then I couldn't have grown through it

I wouldn't be talking to y'all

Probably despise music

I guess we all got a purpose

But I don't believe in destiny

I'm sure there's still some girls who's still very upset with me

I was an asshat

I'll admit that

But don't let it get to me

Sometimes I still wonder why they still obsessed with me