I could never be what they wanted to
Act like they're my friend and I don't know the truth
I could never live up to the hype
That's what I get for tryna be a nice guy
Well no more
Give me confrontation
No more ultimatums
I wanna be jaded
Opposite of faded
Simply educated
Off on my own planet and it's one that I created
Don't wanna spend my life living in a castle
It's the only thing keeping my head on straight
Don't wanna walk away
Don't wanna let you play with my emotions
My emotions
Don't wanna spend my life living in a shadow
It's the only thing keeping me in your wake
Don't wanna walk away
Don't wanna let you play with my emotions
Yeah!
Go!
I spent enough time behind these stone walls
Don't wanna talk no more, you get stone walled
I'm at the barbicans
But the palms of my hands too weak so I can't hold no swords
I been fighting an uphill battle
The world like cattle, these people sheep
Can't sell me a dream, cause I do not sleep
Cut them all off now its Me v Me
I built my fortress and I wanna stay here for a while
And It's more than a few square miles not a soul in here when I'm walking around
But I'd rather be on my own than sitting with those would let me down
You could take me for a loner void of the culture, but dont take me for a clown
No way
MIA
I occupy this space, all alone
Hideaway
Mask up, I can't show no face
I'm a
Renegade
I know they can't put me in my place
Get em
Out my way
I spot fake from miles away
MIA
I occupy this space, all alone
Hideaway
Mask up, I can't show no face
I'm a
Renegade
I know they can't put me in my place
Get em
Out my way
I spot fake from miles away
Spot you from miles away (way)
Get the fuck outta my face (face)
I'm not hopin' in the Wraith (skirt skirt)
I'd rather be okay (yeah!)
This ain't no relay race
It's fucking Hunger Games
Ain't got no poker face
Your luck just came way down
Get a taste
Of what you do on daily
Acting shady
Making people crazy
They don't know you
Like you've got to know me
Running round in my head like you own me
Back up slow down
Get your friends out of town
Even when the sun goes down I don't wanna hear-
Don't wanna spend my life living in a castle
It's the only thing keeping my head on straight
Don't wanna walk away
Don't wanna let you play with my emotions
My emotions
Don't wanna spend my life living in a shadow
It's the only thing keeping me in your wake
Don't wanna walk away
Don't wanna let you play with my emotions
Castle bound, I'm away from phoneys
Look
I don't wanna talk no more don't phone me
I live far and wide but I still feel homely
Yeah
I designed this planet, it feels made for me
Look
They ain't even ran from their feels like this (feels like this)
Fake friends took shots yh of course they missed (uh, 'course they missed)
A life with no risk, ain't a life worth lived (with no risk)
I live through this castle brick by brick
That's brick by brick
Don't wanna spend my life living in a castle
It's the only thing keeping my head on straight
Don't wanna walk away
Don't wanna let you play with my emotions
My emotions
Yeah
No way
MIA
I occupy this space, all alone
Hideaway
Mask up, I can't show no face
I'm a
Renegade
I know they can't put me in my place
Get em
Out my way
I spot fake from miles away
Don't wanna spend my life living in a castle (yeah, in this castle)
It's the only thing keeping my head on (ay)
Don't wanna spend my life living in a castle
It's the only thing keeping my head on