I Put My Make Up On

I put my makeup on in the mirror beside my bed

Drawing lines around my eyes, but I don't feel better yet

Mom, it's not a phase these days I'm way too in my head

And my blush is blood-red, picking at my skin again

'Cause you got me, but didn't want me

So I'll slide down a sinkhole, let's go!

I'll ditch the real me, make her pretty

Masking like a villain, hit it!

I don't want to know me anymore

Eat the apple, fuck the core

'Cause it's all about the outside, isn't it?

You don't want to know me anymore

Liked the lace but not the gore

Never learned to hide my insides, never did

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I'm practicing my smile like a budding psychopath

Now I know they only swim at the surface, so I'll match

And if life's a game, guess I gotta learn how to play

I'll put on my joker face, put my real one away

'Cause you got me, but didn't want me

So I'll slide down a sinkhole, let's go!

I'll ditch the real me, make her pretty

Masking like a villain, hit it!

I don't want to know me anymore

Eat the apple, fuck the core

'Cause it's all about the outside, isn't it?

You don't want to know me anymore

Liked the lace but not the gore

Never learned to hide my insides, never did

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I'll poke myself in the eye with my mascara

'Til all I see is beauty

I'll be a dreamboat sailing in your sea

That's all I wanna be

That's all I wanna be

All I wanna be

All I'll be

I don't want to know me anymore

Eat the apple, fuck the core

'Cause it's all about the outside, isn't it?

You don't want to know me anymore

Liked the lace but not the gore

Never learned to hide my insides, never did

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on

I put my makeup on