Letras
She broke my heart now I don't know how to love
Now I'm a player, playing the game and saying I don't give fucks
But I does, maybe the pain from taking pills heal me up
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know what I've done, fuck
I don't know where to go, I'm lost
Slept then I'm stepping in heaven next second, no getting up
Sent a message, she aired and read it, I felt it wreck my heart
Deaths a sentence of endless deception and depression, bitch that's who you are
Sleeping with these bitches, can't rid the thinking of you
I wake up in the kitchen thinking last night what'd I do?"
Screws are loose in my brain from the booze, feeling pain from you too
Not the same with someone new, I'm through
She said she loved me, said "I hate you too"
I knew that she ain't trust me, so I tried to move (ugh)
On along, to loving that's to come
I'm loving on this thot while she be packing up my bong, always wrong
Reminding and lying to myself, man that's the usual
I've been dying and crying, but it's just what I'm used to
Trying to lie on the fact that I only love my new boo
But I love you too, I'd lose her 'fore I lose you
She's my distraction, your my action, did that confuse you?
When it happened your love impacted me, got a new view
I've been taking and connecting to drugs like they Bluetooth
I don't love you, I just miss my love so fuck I used you
Acting like you don't love me, we both know that don't suit you
Real girls, there be too few
Cause of you, look who I am and look who I reduced to
All girls are the same, so fuck I feel like I'm the new Juice
R.I.P right to Juice, didn't wanna lose you
I'm suicidal, living wild, entitled to have a smile but spirals be my cycle
No revival, gunned down like rifle, denial for my survival
The trying to stay alive to arrive at love is vital
I've got precision when dealing with feelings but never healing
I mean I'm barely sleeping and eating for reasons I'm not speaking
These feelings making me weaken
I'm baking my brain with weed then revealing
I'm tweaking and geeking and meeting my feelings, I keep 'em
The only high I get without drugs is you
The love of my life left, so these drugs fill my youth
I've been high instead off of pills to redo
My actions that impacted the fact that I'm not here with you
She broke my heart now I don't know how to love
Now I'm a player, playing the game and saying I don't give fucks
But I does, maybe the pain from taking pills heal me up
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know what I've done, fuck
I don't know where to go, I'm lost
Slept then I'm stepping in heaven next second, no getting up
Sent a message, she aired and read it, I felt it wreck my heart
Deaths a sentence of endless deception and depression, bitch that's who you are