Seasons

Lately I've been going through my typical phases

Counting down the days while the seasons change

And swearing to myself this aint odd behavior, I'm fine

Everyone around is gonna soak up the sun

Say you been missing out, it was so much fun

And I'll convince myself I'm the normal one, yeah right

What do

Do I have do

To see what it's like

Outside of mind

Do I have to act like I'm okay

Just to try and feel like I'm alright

How does everyone make it look easy

I feel like I'm barely getting by

I want every drop of something better

I don't wanna waste more of my time

I just wanna find some way to get there

Before another season passes by

All the trees are losing leaves and I don't even notice they're gone

I tell myself there's next year

To ignore the parts I missed about this one

Tell myself whatever just to keep it all together and hope

That I won't ever turn to tell you something

Just to find out I'm alone

Do I have to act like I'm okay

Just to try and feel like I'm alright

How does everyone make it look easy

I feel like I'm barely getting by

I want every drop of something better

I don't wanna waste more of my time

I just wanna find some way to get there

Before another season passes by

I don't wanna watch this on rewind

While everybody else plays out their lives

I wonder what it's like to say I'm fine

Before another season passes by

Do I have to act like I'm okay

Just to try and feel like I'm alright

How does everyone make it look easy

I feel like I'm barely getting by

I want every drop of something better

I don't wanna waste more of my time

I just wanna find some way to get there

Before another season passes by