Mo(u)rning

Same time, hurdling what I had to

I learned to adapt, way better than I could plan

She was eager to leave but it ain't me with my eyes damp

Feet stampeding through mine shafts

Canaries singing, the wire's tapped

Offerings on the shrine, reclaiming my time like Aunt Max

The water was all black, the moon fondling tides, man

We painting the town red

Allegiance is over-pronounced, stand down

We was setting the mousetraps

wouldn't believe who we found dead cleaning the house

He was cheesy from back then, I see it now

Speaking down to my demons

Like big dogs, you a mouth breather in denial

Sig Sauer, the heat seeker sittin' down with my lawyer

for a brief meeting, laying all the pieces out

I think I'd call it mourning, grief about twelve months

I couldn't form a decent smile, chest heaving

Death reeking in a pile

Eventually I'll leave the house

Now you see me, now you don't

At the same time, hurdling what I had to

I learned to adapt, way better than I could plan

Now you need me, now I'm gone, pack my feelings up and go

Plant the seedling of some hope

Now you see me, now you don't

At the same time, hurdling what I had to

I learned to adapt, way better than I could plan

Now you need me, now I'm gone

Plant the feeling of some hope