My heart hurting because I'm not close to you
I'm still waiting for your sign to make my move
I know it's not alright, I'm on my own tonight
Without you by my side (everything falls down)
It's freezing cold inside, I think about suicide
But I don't wanna die (can you hit my phone now?)
Do you remember how I was?
Fucking sad and terrified
Well, I kinda feel like that again
I don't wanna rot today
I don't wanna lose my faith
I can't take a look at my face, not anymore
I don't care 'bout what they say
I can't tell what's real or fake
Not a single soul with me in this place
Used to have you here with me
But nowadays I'm falling deep
Without you I cannot be free
Bury me under the walnut tree
My heart hurting because I'm not close to you
I'm still waiting for your sign to make my move
I know it's not alright, I'm on my own tonight
Without you by my side (everything falls down)
It's freezing cold inside, I think about suicide
But I don't wanna die (can you hit my phone now?)
Fading in the night 'cause you're never by my side
I'm so dumb to realize that you're not good for me
Everything we had, had to leave it in the past
'Cause I don't wanna relapse again