Why does it all feel so familiar?
These voices in my head
They aren't my own
But I know them
And those eyes in the mirror
(Paranoia)
Coulda sworn that I've been here before
All alone
This don't feel like a new rhyme, don't lie
I think this musta happened last time, cuz why
Else would I be sitting here just holding all this weight
I'm being taught a lesson for a rule I didn't break
And I'm tryna look ahead, pretend it's for a good cause
You should have it in control but lately you've put up more walls
Although maybe that's just me cuz I could never trust you fully
People lie and break us down That's stopped me trusting anybody
Still why do you stay silent when I need someone the most
I'm sorry if I'm disrespectful, want some answers I suppose
Cuz I just don't understand why it seems as if you hate me
Does this pain have a purpose or is there no one who can save me?