
I've been orchestrating a mess
It's comforting nonetheless
Im sinking into the depths
Take it off me
Be it, live it, fake it
Just accept and digest
Just keep telling me it's fine
What's the meaning of this?
Lies
The scars behind my eyes you can't see
Desperate (intricate) complicate (disconnect)
You won't
You can't fix me
All that surrounds your dream
Sheltering (displacing) existing (in my head)
You wont
You can't fix me
Maybe what I see is real
Maybe what I see is real
Maybe it's not real?
Maybe what I see is real
Maybe what I see is real
It's not real
Either way this pain is sealed
Locked inside the monotonous intake
Just fucking admit it
Just say it
Just say that you did this
At least that's what gives me comfort
Don't pull me out
Maybe I'm my own enemy
Get away
Ive neglected me in need
Disguising the hate from me
Chaos surrounds me
My mind's controlling
the loop oscillating
My failure consumes me (fuck it)
I am undeciphered
Maybe what I see is real
Maybe what I see is real
Maybe it's not real?
Maybe what I see is real
Maybe what I see is real
Fuck
Either way this pain is sealed
Locked inside the monotonous intake
Just fucking admit it
Just say it
Just say that you did this
The scars behind my eyes you can't see
Desperate (intricate) complicate (disconnect)
You won't
You can't fix me
All that surrounds your dream
Sheltering (displacing) existing (in my head)
You wont
You can't fix me
Why can't you admit it
Just say that you did it
Why can't you admit it
Just say you did it
Just say that you did this