Isn't That the Best Part

Everything I didn't want to be I've become

Everything I didn't want to lose is gone

My dreams will never come true

I've never had one

Playing Russian roulette with a fully loaded gun

And it's all my fault, isn't that the best part?

Yeah it's all my fault

Isn't that the fucking best part?

It's a mixture of all the drugs in my mind I've been cursed with

It never shuts up and all the edges I'm pushed to

I try to climb up and the look that you give me

This time I give up

I wish I could go back and do it all again

But the way that I work I'd just fuck up again

I don't know what I'm doing

Stop asking my reason for why I keep choosing to be my own demon

Everything I didn't want to be I've become

Everything I didn't want to lose is gone

My dreams will never come true

I've never had one

Playing Russian roulette with a fully loaded gun

And it's all my fault, isn't that the best part?

Yeah it's all my fault

Isn't that the fucking best part?

And it's all my fault, isn't that the best part?

Yeah it's all my fault

Isn't that the fucking best part?