Lighter

I can't lose focus

I'll make it through the fire

It's like I'm floating

I'm feeling so much lighter

Was at my lowest

I had to take it higher

It's like I'm floating

I'm feeling so much lighter

I'm back and I'm better had to get my act together

Last bender can't remember I been sober since September

Learned to not take no shit personally

Really I'm just tryna be the best version of me

And it's thought provoking, got promoted

Gotta lotta options open

Locked and loaded, not as broken

God has spoken, I was chosen

Now I gotta motive, gotta focus, now I notice

That livin' in my own skin had me feeling claustrophobic

Got sick of chasing vodka with the cheap beer

Confronting all my deepest fears

Now I'm back and I shift gears, I earned a seat here

But they been tryna count me out like a motherfuckin' leap year

I can't go back down that road again

If you could see the thoughts inside my head

I can't lose focus

I'll make it through the fire

It's like I'm floating

I'm feeling so much lighter

Was at my lowest

I had to take it higher

It's like I'm floating

I'm feeling so much lighter

Sleeping pill refills

Shit don't even feel real

Slipping down a steep hill

Sick of chasing cheap thrills

Be calm, be cool, had to learn to be still

Stay motivated and patient as my dream builds

Cause I know what it's like to hit rock bottom

Living in Hell every day I walked on hot lava

Just can't forget to breath, invest my energy

Protect my inner peace, don't let it get to me

No take two bitch I get it on the first try

Never give up man I made it through my worst nights

Vision finally clear, I can see past the blurred lines

Cause being bad is my mother fucking birthright

I can't go back down that road again