Opalescent Soul

What are we left with

A song for a fairytale

Sinking sensations veiled

By warm myths years ago

Hours stretch into infinity

Left my soul in sanguinity

In your sleepy haze, life falls apart

In this state, your soul meets your heart

Hold your breath, hold your breath

For now I know that you aren't real

I'm all alone, awakened in sweat

Forgotten my name in fear of my threat

Give me a sign, not patterns and lights

I've fallen so far from sobering heights

I'm so sick of all of this

And I feel free in this darkened bliss

Drown it all in lust and vice, there is no fear

And when I fall into the arms of astral dreams

I know you'll cheer

I have tried and tried to find my way through haze

Through dust and wasteful days

But, this is farewell

Here it comes for me now

Hypocrites, desolate, you're all fake

Why can't you see

Faith - without it, there is no fear

And fear without a faith

Will bring you and I closer

What will I be in the end

With all this pain to amend

Please, what is it like

Feeling but nothing in those astral dreams

March on time, March on time

With or without me, with or without you

And the world slows, and my silence grows

Circled by lights and still walls

They know I tried to run

And they've come back for me

They say I'm safe, I'm OK

But I know that I've lost my mind

I'm not who you see

Mind and body ripped to pieces

I've gone too far, this thought never ceases

There are lights and there are gardens

But no signs of life

Mental tectonics

I'm moving... you're shifting

I'm all that's left in my life

This is it - suffering all of the misery

Destiny was not so far now, now I see this is what I should be