For All To Blame

Set me aside

Send me away to a place unaffected, I've been crucified

By the ways that I fade into vengeance, and I can't confide

In the friends that I thought would be present, though I won't deny

I always knew that this would happen

Just a fraction of the bullshit to keep up with

To comprehend the concept

You came back around and found

Another picture-perfect host in the distance

I distress and then just obsess as I wear a frown

No crown could ever satisfy me

Sell your fucking love, I guess I can't afford it

I saw you swimming in the deep end

The sharks were searching for you

Set to self-destruct

I'm giving in to worsen

Bested by your love, and everything that's cursing

All of my trust and pride

Lusting highs, hushing crime

Giving and giving gets only so far 'til you're dead

You better justify why your life's been a lie

You will die spinning and spinning but only unraveled within

Becoming just another fucking figure

They're bidding the dimming of every possibility

For us to ever come to feel love

Am I just barren of trust?

How come it feels so fucking filthy every day?

It never fails to leave a foul taste in my mouth

I contemplate defacing my name anyway

Dispensing lines as I've been constrained

We're to blame with reasons less than fortunate

Seen as a waste

I persevere, but it's a hard race

That's okay, eventually I'll be in my cage

In a place of darkened images and false-face

Masquerading as a person that can cover the burns

Uttering words unintelligible

Lessons unlearned, meeting adjourned

I'll forget it all and mutter verse back unrehearsed to petty

All that's left I can say about what I live with every day is that this-

Hell is not enough

Hell is not enough

Fuck

Me