Repudiation (New Years Eve)

Hey!

I just wanna say

This is really great

The way you pick apart

Every little thing

You hold your golden fleece

Above for I am weak

Another reproach to prove that I'm wrong

Doleful and disconsolate morose you leave me (forlorn)

Take a breath and then try to assess but I just can't stop (can't stop)

Narcissistic charlatan, you're so convincing (feeling)

Wretch and abhor every gesture

Curse my name and desecrate

The stars I hung for you!

Can we fall asleep tonight

And make believe we're both alright?

And to you, I say 'goodnight!'

Promise me you'll leave my dreams

'Cause I can't bear to be happy

And to you, I say 'goodnight!'

Damn!

Can't believe we said

All the things we did

Hurtful words you say

Stab into my neck

The bond we have is weak

Strained and frayed for weeks

I never wanted for it to come to this

Try to cope with losing hope while you resent me (lying)

Find yourself in someone else, deception's breeding

(Over and over again now)

Conscious efforts made despite our understanding (breaking)

My word, such nerve

Furtive malice, selfish prowess

Eroding my sense of worth

Can we fall asleep tonight

And make believe we're both alright?

And to you, I say 'goodnight!'

Promise me you'll leave my dreams

'Cause I can't bear to be happy

And to you, I say 'goodnight!'

So I choose to light the pyre

Watch it burn down the room and

We both choose to expire

We'll burn alone

We'll burn in hell

Cinch every thread so you'll never leave

Meticulously ripping at every seam

Stoic no longer, just let me leave

Altruistic misdeeds breed catastrophe

Pandering merely for decency

My own reservations have leveled me