pain on my mind

God on my heart pain on my mind

Sanctification is taking its time

Faith feelin weak when temptations arise

I been in sin since the day i arrived

Spirit is willin but flesh is so weak

Life is a vapor, the heir is divine

Wonder why adam took apple from eve

I hope my fruit is secure in the Vine

Since elementary fighting the lust

Mom gave me drive couldn't ride on the bus

Ride home n I would get right hub

Dopamine like I was lightin it up

I know the pastor he tell me it's wrong

But me and the homies keep cuttin it on

Daddy don't teach me bout birds and the bees

And even the term is absurd as could be

Pastor keep talkin bout purity

Which made desire inside me feel dirty

Ironically that's the same word that they use when they're flirting

So now i'm confused if it's good or disturbing

A verse said it came with a curse that would hurt me

I prayed for forgiveness, I hope that he heard me

And what make it worse

I heard it in person and then did my dirtiest down at the church

God on my heart pain on my mind

Sanctification is taking its time

Faith feelin weak when temptations arise

I been in sin since the day i arrived

Spirit is willin but flesh is so weak

Life is a vapor, the heir is divine

Wonder why adam took apple from eve

I hope my fruit is secure in the Vine