I Wonder (Instrumental)

Her mind was confused

with a plus at the tip of a tube sick as she threw up wit a cup take a sip of abuse

so she gets nervous cause her man left her after the sex

and he jets she thought that he loved her you see shes 18

and she's a bit conscious about her dress and the reflection of her own image

timid in speech she's limited given a week

with her tummy blowing up so that people can see

but she decides to keep it, said no to abortion

the feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning she feels the pain though

cause her parents cry, and the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes

then the day comes, she gives birth to a son Kim Sung Hoon

soon she holds and kisses her love wishing it never ended

taking a mental picture, hoping through the tears that her son would have a better future

I wonder, if theres a smile on your face

Sometimes i miss you, and long for your embrace

I never could thank you, enough for holding on

Dear mama, mama, mama

Forever, i'll hold you in my heart

So she wonders, what happened to her son next?

is there clothes on his back, food on his plate whats the context

the recollection of the day replays in her mindset and the ways that she would try but just never could forget

well he's okay, and he resides in the states, a needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place

embraced by the culture and he's loved by all the members

until he turns 18 and his world gets flipped

he hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications prevented her from having any kids and his real mom is actually Korean and she had to give him up for adoption cause she was young and was a student

lost and was confused

and wrestling in the moment

am I Chinese or Korean, am I destined for this union?

and if I am whats the purpose, I jot it in my verses

so I replay it in my mind as I think about you

I wonder, if theres a smile on your face

Sometimes I miss you, and long for your embrace

I never could thank you, enough for holding on

Dear mama, mama, mama

Forever, I'll hold you in my heart

If I could write a letter and know that you would read it

I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred

reinstated, I would play a song and dance with you

hold your hand as i thank the Lord for creating you

as strong as you are, cause in my mind I can't fathom

the pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip

and still you stuck through it, when they called you foolish

and with this gift that I possess you probably loved music

I hope you're doing well, I hope someday you'll see this

I hope I mean I really hope that you know Jesus

on a deeper level seeking just to know him better, I hope in perfect timing we can see the reason clearer

I hope you're smiling now, I hope I cross your mind

I hope you never second guess if what you did was right

cause I'm so proud of you I love and admire you so after all these years this is my way of telling you

I wonder, if theres a smile on your face

Sometimes I miss you, and long for your embrace

I never could thank you, enough for holding on

Dear mama, mama, mama

Forever, I'll hold you in my heart

I wonder, if theres a smile on your face

Sometimes I miss you, and long for your embrace

I never could thank you, enough for holding on

Dear mama, mama, mama

Forever, I'll hold you in my heart

Story: ★★★★

P.C.: This song is released on mother's day and dedicated to Gowe's biological mother for the lyrics are telling his personal story! Pls help him by sharing this Article or lyrics so that his hope will turn into a fulfilled wish!

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