in the cold

Designer shades on my face, you can't see how I feel

I'm hiding tears behind these lenses, what I rap about is real

I wanna get the fuck up outta here, but don't know where to go

I'm trynna to move fast, why is everyone around me moving slow

Long and winding roads, I'm on my own

I feel free to express myself over these piano notes

I wrote this sitting on a mountain with my feet off the ledge

Just trying to get these thoughts from out my head

One wrong move and I'm dead

I hope they never find me, people lying to my face

I just disassociate

You a smart girl, know what you doing, trying to instigate

In attempts to shake me, demons wide awake, they hide in plain sight

I didn't see 'em, my mistake

When something doesn't feel right, you're probably right

Trust your intuition

Too many times I wish I did, then payed the price

I didn't even eat today

I know they feel the words I write

They filled with emotion

I'm hoping that I found the strength to keep going

Please, please

You know those days, those fucking days