mistrust is healthy in this town

I don't know what you're about, not sure I trust you right now

But you feel where I'm coming from?

Mistrust is healthy in this town, all these borders that I've downed

Made this feeling turn me more numb

Sorry, know that I'm more capable than what I lead on

But you see where I'm coming from?

My head is fucked, I don't front, at least you know I'm no dub

With no .9 in my belt tucked

'Least I'm distanced from the bullshit and the violence

Can you just be happy for me once?

At least I'm trying, wish you'd notice, I am different

Making changes for the best, at least hopes up

And I still struggle every second of the day

Just you're running through my head like nonstop

And I still love you, can't explain it

And I'm lying when I tell you that I'm fine, 'cause I'm just not