Benzo Bellyache

As the cells break down

Calcium is released

Which initiates muscle contraction

And begins the process of rigor mortis

Alone I roll

Adios to oxytocin,

Adios to oxytocin

Tocin

In a dark place

My heart can't take

Any more angst been depending on pain just to feel a damn thing

Don't remember the last time I ate

Benzo all I taste I got a bellyache

Fall straight on my face know I won't escape

Saw a shrink said that it get better but it ain't

Vendetta

Another problem I'm caught up in a dark pattern

I'm just a lost cause shawty got my heart tender

Mentally ill pill bender

Still bent on

Wanting to kill not better

Thrills ended I can't deal

Low stuck in this hole tethered

Real life does not appeal to me

I feel ill I be dope sick

I miss coke I miss coping

Alone I roll adios to oxytocin

Feel better

No bro I don't

I be in a low detrimental state of depression

Flesh severed

Wrist dripping making messes

Don't bet on me not being pessimistic

Huh, based

Don't remember the last time I ate

Valium on my tongue it got a sour taste

Fall straight on my face know I won't escape

Saw a shrink said that it get better but it ain't

Vendetta

Another problem I'm caught up in a dark pattern

I'm just a lost cause shawty got my heart tender

Mentally ill pill bender

Still bent on

Wanting to kill not better