Even Though I Say

Oh, how I try

To pick up what I leave behind

The trail of lies

That follows me all the time

I've known all along

The difference of right and wrong

The damage has been done

And I can't just rewind

But I can try and try and try

'Cause it makes me feel alive

And even though I say

"I'm sorry I'm this way"

And even though I've changed

People will stay the same

And even though I don't play

I've become fair game

And if you're looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell

Take a look at yourself

Oh, how you cry

When I leave for the other side

Something makes me wanna go away

But I can't decide

You knew all along

The difference of right and wrong

This movie feels like it's too long

But you can't just rewind

But you can try and try and try

If it makes you feel alive

And even though I say

"I'm sorry I'm this way"

And even though I've changed

People will stay the same

And even though I don't play

I've become fair game

And now you're looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell

Just take a look at yourself

You make me feel like I'm so small

I keep sinking in this hole

I'm getting closer to the edge

One more step and watch me fall

You said so much I believed it all

You can lie and lie and lie

If it makes you feel alive

And even though I say

"I'm sorry I'm this way"

And even though I've changed

People will stay the same

And even though I don't play

I've become fair game

And if you're looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell

Take a look at

Just take a look at

Take a look at yourself