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Alienation propels me to dwell
My failure to wake up and smell daisies
Belch hazes so hasty
Parallel to all the past days, it varies
Draped in affections contain me
Melting headaches
Sever brains with machetes
Buried in stress and the rest of it tears me
Wear paranoia like a sweater, I'm sweating
Forget me and please spare me pain with this pill
They all played gamеs and I feel
Nothing's the same
Nothing will convince mе I'm meant to be something in frame with fulfillment
I faint from symptoms, refrain from efficient ways to display enigmas
Liquor stains, ways within the pain I've entered like razors I clench with
Dismay to break that agenda
A phase that chases vendetta
A case to settle day old dilemmas
Whatever
Drink like Bukowski in rage
'Till my finale I pray
This fate of mine in a mental state
Hatred lines my gentle flame
Hearts heavy
Death of me
Won't wake, days presently
In the wake of mending several things
Recipe has faith, but then we'll see
In sleep, haunted by enemies
In my coffin, they address to me relentlessly as my destiny bleeds ease
Best to yield defeat instead of playing chess with this greed
It's best to believe that I'll be okay
Heartbreak puts a leash on logic
Take it for walks in the cosmic
Spaces that blossom demonic beasts and on beats, I speak of them constant
With schemes to reach a comet
Shields to block grief in the heat of conflict
Vomiting pieces of somber demeanors locked in my closet
Apostle of peace in the palm I reach for bonds to preach
No promises, either I'm ethering guys or everyone's asleep or unconscious
In the peak of conjuring thoughts I coddle with
Sheets I read when I get off with rhymes I spit
Lit like its Hanukkah year round
What follows glim
Keep the shit simple like Vonnegut
When the Cat's Cradle, Slaughterhouse for words I make progress with
Apologies, my conduct grows intolerant
In time, I'll stitch these wounds like a Moccasin
This life's a blur, tonight I splurge
At nights, diverge to pills
And still, I fight the urge
Reveal my burns, I'd like to concur
With this dark
Some light to emerge, despite my concerns
Persistence, give a punchline to kick in my life like it's fucking fiction
Close the door, lock it, take your dosage and pop it
Then lay down and contemplate hopes unaccomplished
Goals out of focus and ponder flows in a mode of a monster
Another dose if the high wanders
Or take enough doses 'till I'm unconscious