Maudlin

Her cloths were soaked with mildew

Ropes burned their way

Through her fragile thin wrists

I stood over her

Watching to see

If she was going to live or die

I remember her

Screaming and scratching to my arms

While I was tying her wrists

Behind her back

She was kicking her legs

Up and down in my direction

Trying to prevent me from knotting the ropes

Stop crying

I screamed in her face

You took me for granted this time

How could you've done this to me

I said as I punched the ground beside her

Until fists were sore and bloody

Honey this could've all been different

If you had wanted it to be

I gently whispered in her ear

You don't care what you want anymore

This is what I want now

Don't offer me anything

You will be wasting you breath