Demons on My Chest

Eah

I know you tried mama

You gave me everything you had

I just ain't always know what to do with it

But I'm still fightin

I'm tryna make my mama proud

But these demons get too loud

She raised me right but I lost my sight

Took some wrong turns on this lifes route

I got pain I don't confess

Just smoke it off then hide the mess

But mama I'm still tryna make you proud

Even with these demons on my chest

You told me boy don't play with fire

But that's the only thing that ever kept me warm

The world got cold and I got tired

Now I'm scarred up but I'm still reborn

I seen hell in my rearview mirror

Still hear your voice in my head that clearer

Son you strong don't lose your faith

But I still sin more than I pray

Half sung half spoken raw emotion let the silence breathe between bars

I'm tryna make my mama proud

But these demons get too loud

She raised me right but I lost my sight

Took some wrong turns on this lifes route

I got pain I don't confess

Just smoke it off then hide the mess

But mama I'm still tryna make you proud

Even with these demons on my chest

I know you prayed for peace in my soul

While I was out chasin pain and gold

Tryna numb my heart so I don't feel cold

But all that shine can't fill them holes

You told me boy this world gon test you

And you was right I let it stress me

I fell down got up kept steppin

Still breathin means I'm still destined

If you could see me now mama

I ain't there yet but I'm closer than I was

Every scar got a story

Every mistake taught me love

I'm tryna make my mama proud

Even when the dark surround

You gave me faith when I lost hope

You held my soul when I lost ground

I got pain I don't confess

But your love cut through the stress

Mama I'm still tryna make you proud

Even with these demons on my chest

Yeah

You raised me right

I just had to take the long way home

Mondaze forever