My Attic

My attic is full of pages, full of crazy

Cluttered spaces that you could not cross

My attic is full of bones and full of hopeless

Young emotions that just won't grow up

And I keep hiding the keys in all these places even I can't find

Hoping, one day, you'll find them all and I will let you see inside

My attic

Inside this tattooed skin are paper thin

Illusions that I'm tougher than I am

And I'm guarded, castle walls from all the falls

And break up calls and never should've beens

But don't go pushing too hard, I'm not so easy to manipulate

I will give you all of my secrets, If you promise you can brave

My attic

And I swear, not tryna be vindictive

I'm just terrified that you might see me different

You'll change your mind, tell me that I'm crazy

Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that you'll stay

'Cause my attic is sober plans and one night stands

That numbers can't begin to calculate

My attic is up the stairs and waiting there

Are lonely nights, they keep me wide awake

And I keep hiding the keys in all these places even I can't find

Hoping, one day, you'll find them all

'Cause I wanna let you see inside my attic

(My attic, my attic)

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

My attic (my attic, my attic)

My attic (attic, attic)

My attic (attic, attic)

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