Текст песни
The only times I visualize heaven
Are the days I'm haunted by the question
"Where did you go?"
Or should I abide the reverend
That would treat you like a felon?
Pouring sugar in their engine at the price of what I know?
No! Hope I'll see you in the cold
I just don't subscribe to legends
I been lower than they ever seem to know about
Wasn't seven when my soul became a home to doubt
Treading on the thinnest ice with nothing but an open mouth
My heading was corrected with the dimmest lights I found
Y'all ain't been around but you still died inside beside me
Would-be bonding let to drown, had you just decide to like me
I was buried in the ground, family providing shovels
While this man that I renowned was lost and left my world in crumbles
Wound up wounded by the struggle, so much so I left my schooling
Couldn't make it out... included in the Reaper's cruelest ruling
I heard they found you drooling in a puddle of your vomit
Don't know what they doing leaving all that shuffled in the closet
I'm a prophet in your name, 'cause you no longer here to plot it
Sang my music on your grave, I hope you got it...
I thought I saw you walk the other day
Wish that you had walked the other way
I'm over all the thoughts on your mistakes
'Cause they were my mistakes too
I just never thought that it would take you
I'm not saying you were a great dude or even an angel
All I'm just saying is all that had met you, they just seemed grateful
A beautiful soul, to think of you going down in that box at an angle
Man that shit is just painful, and I can't be there
I can't prepare my life without you
I'm not gonna lie, I cannot fight without you
Thinking all those that have died around those
Similar situations, paper chasing
In the rat race tryna survive without food
It was a ride that found you, so unfortunate
Wishing that I had pointed him in the right direction
But I'm deflecting, I do not know shit