Reluctant

Smoke more, just to feel less

Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath, uh

Running down the road just to find your purpose

Changing up the words when the words don't hit

Everything you felt is not a cursive

Listen to me now, let my voice be clear (yeah, yeah)

I'm still tryna' come to terms with the motion

I'm still tryna' keep up with the pace

I'm reluctant to change

Run, jumping away

Love drunk, feeling drum funk, just some punk in a rave

I never numb it down, the buzzard's never tamed

Hit 'em with that sudden love, you'll see it in their face

Sudden like we're flooding comes from tiny drops of rain

Find me at the viewing spot trying pots of grain

I can't deny it stops the pain

Train of thought circulating like the blood around my veins

Like what's our purpose and our place?

Are we nervous? Are we brave?

Or have we accessed how we're feeling

Meaning we ain't even phased?

We're just atoms in a maze

Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play

Get a grip on what you taste

Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play

Get a grip on what you taste

So you smoke more, just to feel less

Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath

Running down the road just to find your purpose

Changing up the words when the words don't hit

Feeling all you felt is not a cursive

Listen to me now, let my voice be clear

Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)

Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)

Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)

Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me

I want more, check the repertoire it's on form

Center of the storm, been here before

Deeper than it should, naturally within I say "it's pure"

I say "I live for nothing but the cure"

Resonate within, feel it like it's yours

Segregate the picture, turn the mickey to a war

I'm pressing play and lettin' it spin

Do it for the chorus

Estimate the distance, and I'm moving in with four of us