Memories

Every time I see your face

It unlocks a lot of hidden memories

I locked my phone turn notifications off

And it's all because of you

I don't know what I'm to do

As I look around this room

I see a lot of familiar faces

They're reminding me of your traces

Poison to my soul when we first kissed

I really thought I had you in my fingertips

But then I started to get upset

Making mistakes as you forget

Distance between us just seemed to split

Venom spread all around and then you dipped

Was it all my fault after all

Maybe that's why you ignore my calls

You walked in with the scent of cigarettes

My reason to pardon you was your intents

Gave it all to you just to see you vent

No I do know what that all meant

Trust me I do value the things we did

I never want to give up on what I felt

I know that it's hard but I just won't give a fuck

I needed you but you just gave it all up

You didn't care at all about what I felt

You just left and gave it to somebody else

I needed a while to get upset

Cause it makes me feel like I'm not myself

I lost you against my fears

I wish I had plenty more to feel

I know it's nothing like in my dreams

I couldn't believe any of this was real

Poison to my soul when we first kissed

I really thought I had you in my fingertips

But then I started to get upset

Making mistakes as you forget

Distance between us just seemed to split

Venom spread all around and then you dipped

Was it all my fault after all

Maybe that's why you ignore my calls