Redd Lighter

I ain't sleeping, I ain't thinking

Counting chips till I'm down on luck blurry vision

I ain't listening to them angels tryna hold me up

Losing women, I been sinning

Don't know why God wakes me up

Cause I ain't changing, I won't make it

All my faith's in a beat up truck

I've been strong, I've been weak

But somehow I made it out, my own hell

I can't tell if I'm swimming or I'm drowning

I just keep my head above the water, fight another day

I ain't perfect but I'm learning how to learn from my mistakes

I ain't lonely, I got demons, they ride shotgun while I drive

I ain't living, I've been fixing, on myself but can't get me right

Who can save me I been chasing my own tail headed for that light

I need Jesus I got reasons to keep on trying I just need time

I been strong I been weak but somehow I made it out

My own hell, I can't tell if I'm swimming or I'm drowning

I just keep my head above the water, fight another day

I ain't perfect, but I'm learning how to learn from my mistakes

Always been the one to play the fool

Gave my heart away and just got used

Stuck inside my head, I wanna move

Glad my mom can pray cause

I ain't thinking, I ain't sleeping

Counting chips till I'm down on luck

Blurry vision, I ain't listening

To them angels trying to hold me up

I've been strong, I've been weak

But somehow I made it out

My own hell, I can't tell

If I'm swimming or I'm drowning

I'm just a fool

I just get used