The Real Me

Yeah

Dazed up dont mean lost it mean Im tuned in

Life hit hard but I never stop movin

Came from the bottom where they doubt your win

Now Im up late night just countin sins

Everybody talk real til its time to bleed

Everybody want shine but dont plant no seed

I was broke I was hurt had to learn to lead

Had to lose who I loved just to find my peace

Every scar on my arm got a story behind

Every loss that I took built this state of mind

I done cried in the whip while Im writin these rhymes

Tryna figure out life one line at a time

They dont see that pain when the lights turn on

They just see the drip not the nights Im gone

They dont see my mom cry when the bills came wrong

They dont see the devil whisper when Im tryna stay strong

This the real me no filter no act

I been broken but I never went back

I been doubted but I stayed on track

Now Im dazed up still real like that

This the real me no front no fear

I been losin but Im still right here

They talk pain but they never been near

Im Mondazed I bleed through years

Every friend I had turned ghost in the rain

Said theyd ride til the end then they switched for fame

Now I move solo still stay in my lane

Cause loyalty rare when you build your name

I been judged by the way that I talk and dress

Like bein different mean Im less

But that mud made me it taught finesse

Im the storm that rose when they said no chance

Aint no love where Im from just proof of grind

You either shine or get left behind

They dont post my wins they just watch and whine

Im the voice for the lost not the blind lead blind

They aint never felt pain like this

They aint never fought rain like this

They rap for fame I rap to exist

Im dazed up boy but Im built from grit

This the real me no fame no chain

Just pain turned power blood in my veins

If you aint been down you cant understand

Why Im still standin with the mic in my hand

Yeah

Mondazed

Still real

Still here