Remember

Close your eyes and hear my secrets (Yeah)

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Deep, deep love and hear my secrets

And I just wanna know, does the pain ever go away?

Pills in my system, can't feel the tears on my face

Been down a couple days, fantasizin' 'bout my death

But I promise I'ma break them off 'til my final breath

Oh, the money I would pay to have a single break

To be a better friend and while my mind I could escape

Shit ain't been the same since I've gotten all this fame

These bitches tryna fuck me, they don't even know my name

All I need is cocaine and 'bout five whores

Family hardly see me, sayin' I should smile more

Don't mean to seem ungrateful, just my mind's always racin'

Like I'm goin' crazy, so this weed I'm blazin'

Feels like I'm chasin' a never endin' path

I don't feel like cryin', so instead I laugh

They lookin' at me funny, so my cup stay muddy

I don't like facin' demons, away from them I'm runnin'

Hella weight up on my shoulders and I just can't breathe

Believed in myself, why they hate on me?

I'm chasin' this green and I mind my business

I find myself constantly askin' for forgiveness

Dear Lord, I didn't mean to stray away

I promise one day I'm gon' find my way

Back to you, but my days been blue

I feel like I'm only understood by a few

Close your eyes and hear my secrets

Deep, deep love and hear my secrets

Yeah, verse two

Suicidal tendencies, they influence my melodies

Thought I ever needed was some bitches and a couple G's

Hard to catch some Z's when you scared to fall asleep

I'm livin' in my sins and I'm in too deep

'Cause lately I ain't been feelin' myself

I traded mental health for all this wealth

And I wish some days I could just yell

I wish I could just reach out for some help

But my pride won't let me, it's hard as fuck to carry

The weight up on my shoulder is just too heavy

My heart feel empty, the loneliness has led me

To a road where the substances are only things that get me

My demons are too many and I'm too tired of fightin'

And I don't remember last time I ain't go to bed cryin'

I'm tired of tryin', but soon I'll be flyin'

In a place where pain don't exist, I'll send a sign that I'm smilin'