Homesick for a Place That Does Not Exist

It feels so good it's so intense

I wish that this would never end

Eternity starts here and now

I wanna hold it but I don't know how

It's so warm, I know it heals

All the joy which it reveals

Eternity starts here and now

I wanna hold it but I don't know

I'll keep my peace, so be at ease

It feels so great, it breaks away

From scars and insecure barriers

I wish I could stay here

To keep this peace, to be at ease

I'm homesick for a place

That does not exist

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

And on the day I don't wake up

I wish that I was there

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

Bright colours for soul salvation

The real thing wins over masturbation

Sweet sounds whispering soft

I'll keep this peace, I'll be at ease

I'm homesick for a place

That does not exist

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

And on the day I don't wake up

I wish that I was there

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

Everytime I try, I die a little

Everytime I cry, I die a little

Everytime I say goodbye, I die a little

I'll keep this peace, I'll be at ease

I'm homesick for a place

That does not exist

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

And on the day I don't wake up

I wish that I was there

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down