Mist förståndet

Staring blind into the abyss that is myself

Left with knowledge (left with fear and despair)

Of what this existance turned out to be

Days goes by

Yet I cannot seem to find the strength to carry on

Further down, into the darkness

Clawing for something to give this worth

This gruesome pain is more than I deserve

Still I can do nothing but carry on

I must let go of the illusion

Or the anxiety will never end

I can't imagine how it must feel

When this is over

To let go of the foolish illusion of some sort of control

You delve inside

You try to save yourself

As you're falling apart

And I would smile to silence your question

Then crown you as king of the fools

For the only way out of this dilemma is to move along

But then you're fucked

For the only way out of this dilemma is to move along

And give them what they want

But then you're fucked

Let the lions led the way

Or you will end up as their prey

Hear them roar

They will roar until you've

Perfected your stature (perfect your stature)

You'll cut yourself upon the pieces

When you walk on the crushed mirror shambles

Let the blood find it's way through your skin

I repent this act where chaos reign

Idolized by those who stay in the endless gray

But it will be worse

So much worse

There's thousands of evils

I see them all

How viciously they encircle me

And at my feet forever fall