Murdock - I'M A MESS [Official Music Video]

Yo I just wanna get fucked up

Till my mind is stuck shut

When I rewind, I cannot find these traces of destruction

I just wanna wild out all night long

Another line of cocaine and the same nine songs

Didn't Kanye West just play? He's on again

Murdock is the DJ, Oh he's gone again

See the room is spinnin' faster than the records playin

You would've thought I reached my peak like the Himalayans

But I just hit my weigh in, dropped another weight class

Puked up what I ate, time to regain mass

Late night Taco Bell run, I quit fast food

And cigarettes, fuck it yo, I'm in that relapse mood

Oh who am I kidding yo I can't pretend

But I think that I'm falling in love again

With making terrible decisions I can't comprehend

I fought and fucked last night? I cant remember when

Cause I was gone

Yo Murdock, do you... do you wanna talk about yesterday man

Nah man I was gone

Cause we had all this alcohol and you drank all this alcohol and you just left

I don't know I was gone

People were looking for you man

They were mad that they couldn't get drunk at this party

Shit I was gone

Yo you gotta chill out man cause people wanna...

They wanna fight you man                        

Last night was fun so let's ante up

I mix my lexapro with xanny in a brandy cup

I want everyone to throw your hands and panties up

I want this club poppin like mollys is candy yup

My crew is still hungover so I'm rocking solo

Come in beatin on my chest like I'm half bonobo

Oh shit that's Murdock, let me snap a photo

Blacked out in every single pic, givin myself FOMO

I found the love of my life, but I forgot her name

Dodged my next heartbreak, I just switched the lanes

Did some donuts in the lot, round and round again

Committed to the dog that bit me but I'm off the chain

Muzzle me up, my bark is an obnoxious pit

Before I let something from my subconscious slip